Leaving

I do not like the word leaving. To me it only bring back sad memories or sad thoughts. Leaving to me is the end of something, it might have been the most happiest time of my life but the people that made that possible have to leave eventually and everything has to end sometime. Leaving is hard for me to do because it involves saying goodbye and I don't like that. In the next few months I will have to watch someone I love leave and be gone for 8 weeks.I know that they will be coming back but the thought of saying goodbye is hard for me. Not so long after that I will be leaving for college. I will be saying goodbye to my friends, family, and everything that I am used to. I know it is not like I will never be back here it is just the thought that I wont have everything the way I am used to it and that scares me. So I guess you could say that leaving scares me and only brings sad thoughts and ideas to my mind.